Grandpa.. 3/3/12. </3

Soo yesterday I got the terrible news that youu passed away.. I froze up not knowing what to do. Waited for my dad to come home, soo I could give him a big ass hug. He cried on my shoulder, I hugged him oh soo tight. These past 16 years I never saw him cry ‘til yesterday.. and today even more. It hurt me to see him like that. He told me and my little sister to always appreciate your family and thank God for them everyday. He told us about how it was back in the day with his daddy. Real men cry, and his were true tears. When a guy cries, youu know shit went downhill. Today we went to church early, and asked the pastor to dedicate mass to him. When he mentioned his name, we all cried. My dad, his brothers, and their families were all there. I busted out in tears, my crush and some of my friends were there. I felt like they all saw me. Felt soo embarassed. Everyone there kept staring, but after a while.. we just didn’t care. I wish I could’ve spent more time with him, tell him I loved him one more time. I prayed to God, asked for forgiveness and to take care of my grandpa. God took him away because it was his time to go. This was the first loss I’ve experienced and it was horrible. But this brought the whole family more united than ever and together we’ll find the strength to pass through this. I love and miss youu Grandpa, R.I.P. Antonio Lara Santos.<3